HOLLYWOOD—For the past few months, something has been a little “off” with Zariah Aura. Recently, it became so noticeable that a group of friends approached her and expressed concern.
Normally the most vivacious person in a room, Aura’s glow had dimmed. Her smile seemed dull and not as genuine. The trademark twinkle in her eyes was gone.
“You’re not as bubbly,” Khloe Kay told her.
“You don’t have the same presence,” Yasmin Lee said.
“Is something wrong?” TS Playboy asked.
Indeed, there was something ailing the trans superstar—an illness not physical in nature, but mental. Like so many entertainers and others in the public eye, Aura was suffering from imposter syndrome. The surging performer had spent the past year labeled as one of the top talents in the industry.
But Aura didn’t always believe it.
“All of this attention, all of this fame came so fast,” Aura told PornCrush. “It hit so hard. Sometimes I see people who haven’t been recognized as much, and I feel guilty. I’m like, ‘Wow, all of them are working harder than me, and I just have the luck of the draw to be able to be seen.’”
After what happened at Sunday’s Trans Erotica Awards in Los Angeles, Aura will likely never question herself again. In what was easily the crowning moment of her career to date, Aura captured the event’s most coveted trophy when she was named Hardcore Performer of the Year.